I'm Putting Ep to the Test!I'm breaking up with my girlfriend!
There's just a few problems
Our sex life in the last few months (with the exception of my birthday and one drunken night) has died.
Her lack of motivation to do anything drives me insane! The constant complaining but not doing anything about it attitude drives me up a wall!
Then there's all the other crap I have to do because if I don't it just wont get done.
I'm a guy, I've lived alone for a long time I'm messy! But she takes the f'ing cake, she's so much worse than me that I'm constantly cleaning and picking up crap all f'ing day. My home life consists of f'ing chores.
I'm not saying it's a bad thing but help me out every now and then.
Then I got sick, this is when I knew what a selfish $#%#$^@%^%^ she was. I'm coughing my f'ing lungs out and she whines about crap or makes me go outside in the f'ing cold!
Last weekend she was supposed to go help her mom with something, I was sick I'm staying home, she cries and whines for two hours so just to make that sh*t end I go with her and I'm miserable and sick and she can see it but she can't be apart from me for 5 minutes.
I'm sorry this is so long or that it makes little sense but I'm miserable!
Now comes the hard part breaking up with her, I don't think she can handle it. I think she has some self esteem issues, big ones. I feel so bad by doing it but...
I met someone that has made me happier than I can ever remember. I wasn't looking for her, or for anyone. I was going to work things out, or live with it or something. But I fell madly in love with her and how is it fair to come home to someone when your heart is somewhere else.
It's unfair to her for me to stay, it's unfair for me to not go after the "woman of my dreams"!
I have to do it, I just don't know how!
Anyway thanks for listening to this rant, I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense.
ThisIsNotBilly 26-30, M 21 Responses 0 Nov 11, 2007