Obviously

I was abused as a kid. Molested and raped for 8 years. I cannot fathom how anyone can look at a child and think of them in that light. I cannot understand how someone can hurt an innocent child, take childhood away from them, scar them forever.

My biggest fear - secret fear i suppose - is that it is going to continue with me. I think I would literally kill myself before I would ever do that to a child, and the urge has never hit me, it is just something i am absolutely 100% terrified of.