I Really Hate It

I have only been in two fights (fists involved) in my entire life and both looking back were stupid, but I feel probably needed to diffuse the situation at hand. Anytime I am in a situation where voices are raised I get all sheepish and I think it is from when my parents would fight.  To this day if I am visiting and they get upset and start to raise their voices to one another I just want to leave and go for a walk. I won’t let someone walk all over me, I’ll tell them if they are wrong but beyond that if/when it turns argumentative I lose…

 

ivebecomes0numb ivebecomes0numb
36-40
Feb 26, 2009