-NOT So Confidential-

        For so long my only thought was of staying high. Where am i going to get my next fix from?!  So i got into selling them. Whatever i could sell to make money, to supply myself with drugs. Then eventually i sold to a undercover cop, it changed my life, I got 5 years probation. Then after some dirty U.A. I got sent to rehab it really made me reexamine my life. I still have cravings an give into them, but for the most part i can say no to myself.

      I've come a long way from a strung out 19 year old kid. I'll be 25 on May 3, 2007.  At times I wonder, where I would have ended up if I hadn't gotten caught. Who knows? Thankfully  I'm still here to be telling my story.

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notsodeadpoet notsodeadpoet
22-25, M
1 Response Feb 27, 2007

You don't need drugs to get high. I do not use alcoholic beverages, don't use tobacco, don't drink coffee or put harmful things in my system. I eat healthy foods, hike for miles, laugh a lot, get along with just about everybody. Accept all people. I love rock & roll, disco, heavy metal, new age, country & western, good humor and I am just 25 years away from being 100 but act and enjoy life as if I were 18 and I feel high all of the time. No matter where you live you can give all of those bad things up and get high on good living and have a good sense of humor.