Brrrrr!

After my aquired brain injury, I was given psychotropic medications to restrain my mood swings (frontal lobs). they made me feel as if I was walking in a glass ball and could not tach anything (subjectively, lost all emmotional contact with surrounding and was like a constant, contained exposion!) Eventualy could not stand it anymore and gave it up 2 months before the apointed end of therapy. What a relief to be really angry!!
Then I had to learn co controll my emmotions the hard way, throu meditation, immagination venting and disasociation.
Now am only takeing some sedatives for sleep sometimes, but am very careful not to get addicted.