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I Hate Drugs With A Passion

I Can NOT Stand Drugs.

By: Lovaticlove32
Written on February 1st, 2013
When people say "I'm going to get high after school" I get so mad in my head. When my friend said she tried weed rage filled through my blood but I didn't say anything. The reason I hate drugs is because my daddy is a Heroin addict. Well it started with weed and he said he would never go further then that. That is a lie. He was the best person in my life and we had an awesome realationship when I was 4. I am 13 now and havent seen him in 5 years. I am so emotionally screwed up inside because of that pain. My parents used to fight so much and when I hear people fighting I automatcally get so scared and I want to hide. If someone will do any drugs around me I know I would burst into tears crying and shaking and have an anxiety attack. My dad left me and it seems like he would raather shoot up than be around me. I have self esteem issues and feel worthless and ugly like my own father doesnt even want me. I am a daddys girl and to this day I cry because he left me and doesnt want me
By: Lovaticlove32
Age: 13-15 , Female
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  • juliabethsmiles
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    That is how I felt for the longest time. My dad didn't seem to care about me, ever. Now we live on opposite sides of the country, but our relationship is better than it ever was. He used to cry when we'd visit (me and my siblings). I would feel so bad, I'd hug him and cry with him.. But I felt like he should've been that way towards me. He stared doing drugs when he was like 14, and a few years ago he finally realized it wasn't what he wanted, and he's doing a lot better now. He's remarried, he's got a job, and he's taking care of the only child he's allowed to, my half brother. Things might change. One day your father might take a step back, and realize that drugs aren't what he wants, that it's his baby girl that he wants. and he'll love you, care for you, and try to make up for all the lost times.. :'(

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