I Hate Fake People
A complete fake- right from the start. I did not suspect for almost 5 months, but then I did not want to believe, so it took another year, then I had to separate myself, first inside of me, then in the real world. It just sucked. Over 2 years of unrelenting internal hell.
I bought the whole "I'm so sensitive" ****. "I feel things more than anyone else." "Everyone is so mean to me" Even if it is true, and I absolutely don't believe it any more- there is no excuse for being a liar, and a cheat right from the start. From day number 1. Unreal. I got used. Big time. I am sure the screaming is now how hurt by betrayal he is- yet he "forgets" I found out he did that to me from the start. Funny how the truth can be so ugly- yet so many can't see it.
So many don't want to see it. Beautiful presentation forgives so much. No- there is in truth no beauty. Not here at least.
I bought the whole "I'm so sensitive" ****. "I feel things more than anyone else." "Everyone is so mean to me" Even if it is true, and I absolutely don't believe it any more- there is no excuse for being a liar, and a cheat right from the start. From day number 1. Unreal. I got used. Big time. I am sure the screaming is now how hurt by betrayal he is- yet he "forgets" I found out he did that to me from the start. Funny how the truth can be so ugly- yet so many can't see it.
So many don't want to see it. Beautiful presentation forgives so much. No- there is in truth no beauty. Not here at least.