I've been depressed for about three years now although it has seemed like an eternity. I cry a lot and my emotions are slowly shutting down. I feel like I am dying inside, but when the tears do slip out I find "friends" there to hear my story. But when I actually need them thy scatter away. They just like to hear it for the gossip. And even as they say that they will always be there for me, yet don't see how they actually make me feel.
xogymfish xogymfish
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 24, 2014

Well, I can relate to your depression & I don't run away when people tell md their problems, even when it's that they're really depressed.

I am sorry you are feeling this way sweetie. Depression is a really hard thing to battle alone. I think most people would help if they knew what to say but they don't so shy away not knowing what to say or do. Have you talked to your parents about this? A school counselor? Please talk to someone in your real life that can get you the help you need to start feeling better *hugs*