I Don't Hate Them Just Dislike

I dislike the character that they are. I wish some sense would come into their mind and have real feelings. I don't understand how they can have scholarships and don't act themselves. I love counselors they think they know everything. But how can they know everything when they've only heard one side of the story? They don't know my side, never really bothered asking about it either. My REAL counselor comes in and sees how I'm doing, hows the family is doing. She really cares because she's always coming in my work, I don't have to see her. But it's the opposite on this site. You have so many fakes, I just don't know what to believe anymore. I've put more trust in my husband and try not to blame my anger on him by blaming all my problems all on him. Instead, we just talk about it now whatever is bothering me. I feel so much relieved doing that. I can do the same on here take my sweet precious time writing an e-mail and all I get back is less then 10 words. I guess it's better then nothing. But it just tells me who I can't vent to or go to after a hard day dealing with a crazy couple that supposedly sees social workers for their craziness. I don't mean to **** people off with this but this site is to express how you feel and I just felt like I couldn't express myself to whom I thought was a friend. More and more I've been just seeing who's more of a fake then anything. I'm so picky about friends and now I know why. I rather be picky then to be put down and hurt. People wonder why I have low self esteem. But I'm glad I have the BEST husband in the world!!! Yes, I'll brag about that because at least he listens to me when I vent, brag, argue, complain, and everything. He rarely ignores me and that's what I love about him. I love the fact that he's not fake like some of these people here on EP and mean like them. He may not have a degree but I think he ought to have one. He's the most intelligent man I've known and I've known a lot of guys. I got really lucky having a REAL husband with REAL feelings.  :)

* NOTE* This isn't to a certain person but I've noticing people trying to act so fake on this site. It makes you wonder who actually is real on here.

GreenEyedBeauty GreenEyedBeauty
22-25, F
Feb 17, 2010