I Want to Break Free...

yes i have been this way for a long time..there is so much negativity in my own self when i succumb to these feelings..i am so lost and MORE scared to be me, to learn who i am, because it usually meets with his disapproval..and sometimes i'm scoffed at, and the courage to believe in myself just...well i don't know what it does or where it goes..but i want to get up and go far away and start over someplace else where no one can find me, not him or my family or anyone..this is when i use the word that i don't use very often and say "i hate my life..."

pitbullbeauty pitbullbeauty
31-35, F
Mar 15, 2009