I Numb Myself

Not with drugs or alcohol. But I put up this wall. It protects me subconsciously/consciously. It closes me off and prevents me from feeling emotion(especially sadness). It can last any where from a few seconds to a few weeks or more. Depending on what type of heartbreak I'm going through.
And if I feel like I can't hold it in any more is when I bring the wall down and let the emotions just flow. :(
Beyonder33 Beyonder33
36-40, F
1 Response Jan 11, 2013

Well I've been in your shoes before girl, and I know what it's like, don't you worry in time you will heal and you will find love again:)