my husband found out about my ED we talked after we both yelled and screamed at each other about what a stupid thing i'm doing. he gonna take me out 4 dinner 2 nite i'm so nervous now he knows he will watch me there will probaly not be a good chance 2 purge which makes nervous. the way i feel after i eat is terrible, i feel guilty like i need 2 get the food out of my body. i hope i can be strong enough 2 do it. i hate the fact i have 2 eat.