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God Is a Flippin Hypocrit, and a Chicken...

Theres nothing mysterious about the *****, firstly he commited the first act of infidelity- getting Mary pregnant with his magnanimous son- Jesus who thought ''I AM a gift from God...'', no wonder he got persecuted.

He says he'll only ''help those who help themselves'', which means, life has no favourites,, God does...  God has good publicity, just like the old Bush administration- who ironically was in power 'cause he ''was a church-going man''

I've been spinally-injured for 5 1/2years now, before I had a fiance, great career, good looks, awesome physique, and the physical independence to do anything. now,

I'm unable to move, i'm overweight depite eating like a pauper, I get benefits- a pitence compared to preferred own day work. My depression that killed my engagement, I've no independence due to needing a carer 24/7. I can ride my bike anymore, or go the beach. My family suffered this for by feeling this everday

Here is an ode to my hate;-

Do I apologise for what i'm about to say..? its not for me to apologise about why i'm saying this, but that i'm not strong enough to stop myself saying this;

my pride, my ego, my character, are all hurt by the fact that i cannot be who i would like to be. why? because my efforts to become better than spinal injury have proven unsuccessful in their entirety. I have been forced to become reliant on people who, despite their professional capacity, dont actually care about me, or their resposability to me. I was always self reliant, independant, self aware and accomodating of all my challenges. Now in the shadow of that ability, i now stand before the world, aswell as any higher powers, as a broken man. a man devoid of his better qualities who made him 'him'... i stand now with an acute sense of helplessness, associated with embitterness which has stemmed from the fruitlessness of his efforts, and the apparant 'assistance' from a society that was supposed to result in a 'higher std of living'.

I wish, day upon day, moment upon moment, for 'my' life to be returned to me. Where i was loved, needed, and appreciated by not just family and friends, but by every one who met me. I inspired the best in people, i was looked upon as a 'special' person. now, i find myself a reclusive shell, unwilling to keep contact with friends who knew him, because i cant accept that my hurt, hurts them. it kills me to leave them, but it hurts even more not to be able to socialise with them, be with them, expect them to change their ways for me. its easier to leave than put them throgh this. i accept this shame and i'll pretend them away-its easier this way. i cant feel this pain alone anymore, its easier to just give them up. I now wish, day upon day, moment upon moment, for my 'life' to be extinguished...

I am alone, something has been taken away from me, it was the deepest part of me, made me 'me', ive done wrong, which ive paid for. i have regrets that i cant forget, ive paid my price for all that has been a result of my misdeeds. so why am i still suffering? struggeling? becoming that which i hate most? i hate me, i hate my life, i hate those whoare deemed neccessary to help me, i hate each one of them with such passion, that if it were actions- i'd personally slay each of their off-spring with such sweet and reckless abandon, and make them feel my pain, my loss, my helplessness... i'd relish every second of it and smile at their anguish. they deserve my pain, they all do...

im not where i belong, my home, my life, god????!!!! im tired, just take me away as i cant go on, i hate me... why would you make me, and my family suffer like this??? I'm filled with so much hate and weary regard for myself. i feel like my whole life was set up for an inevitable failure... so why was i created? am i 'lifes' ******* comic relief?? whoever is laughing at my demise is a bigger coward than i am. ****** face me headon who ever you are, then i can face you, and kill you slowly you misogynistic bastard. if 'we' ever meet, you will experience my forsaken suffering a hundred fold. guaranteed. i wont be kind about it

if you think you're so ****** powerful, strong, controlling?, then take my life you chicken **** coward. C'MONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN?????????????????????? think you're hard enogh to face me- take me down, rip me apart??? ****** try it.. hell will be the least of either of our problems, by the time my angers done, i'll be the next leader of hells army to bring god and 'his' heaven to its poetic knees. god better be ****** scared of me... satan will bow to me in fear, just cause hes a coward too.

im not religious but theres defintley a higher force at work, its govenor should be watching his back. he has some suffering to do. wheres his sacrific?

society may as well stick a gun in my mouth because it'd be cheaper

on their annual budget. i hate me. you've heard me at my lowest

damn you all as you laugh, i cant take it anymore, i've no strength left...

do your worst

it'l be back-

I HATE ME BUT NOT THE WAY I ******* HATE-ALL-OF-YOU!!!!!!!!

 

YOU WORTHLESS ******* COWARDS

 

If God had mercy or any remorse, he'd give me my life back...

stevecb stevecb 31-35 7 Responses Jul 20, 2009

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Uou are assuming two things - first that there is such a thing as "god", and that secondly he/she/it has deliberately ruined you life in some sort of devious "personal plan" for its own ends. You had a terrible accident and in your situation I'd be as depressed and bitter as you - but I know very well that no "god" would "help" me. Or that I could somehow blame it.

Alderon points out - quite rightly on mere logic - that the Bible has no proof that God did anything to you. No - and it can't prove God will help you either. It is for you and those around you to find the inner strength to cope with your situation and make the best of what you still have - such as your brain. After all you are able to use a computer - can you capitalise on that skill?

I'm here if u need to talk but god did not do this to u and he has a plan for u I'm sorry u feel so hurt but u r blaming the wrong one

I'm so sorry god has told you to **** off. he has abandoned you and left you worse off than you started. he did the same to me. i know exactly how you feel from a whole series of similar events in my life - and I'm sorry. If i could wave a wand and fix it I would - it sucks - i guess my only words of hope to you are that god better make it up to you. <br />
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And he better have one hell of an excuse for why he dished out so much pain and suffering to some and gave others perfect lives. - anything less than that in some ALMIGHTY god is not worth worshipping or believing in. I wouldn't waste any more words on a lesser God than that.

I'm very sorry that you have been injured, but God can heal you if you study his word and simply believe that he will heal you. Why blame God?? What proof do you have that he did this to you? None, according to the bible. <br />
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I John 1<br />
5 This then is the message which we have heard of him, and declare unto you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all.<br />
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III John 2<br />
Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth.<br />
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You basically mentioned that you have done wrong and are full of hatred towards God, yourself, and the world. You will only get worse and worse with that attitude. You will never get healed with all that darkness, anger, & hatred built up in you. The first thing is to simply get forgiveness, get clean, and move on in victory. <br />
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You don't need to go up to the altar, count a bunch of stupid beads, or tell all your sins to some priest. That's just worthless, man-made religion. <br />
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Psalms 103<br />
10 He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities.<br />
11 For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear(king james old english again that means respect, reverence) him.<br />
12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.<br />
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Have you ever wondered why it says east & west and not north & south? If you look at a globe of the earth and start somewhere going north, eventually you will be going south. In other words, north and south meet, figuratively speaking. Or start anywhere and go south. Eventually you will end up going north. In other words, north and south meet - i.e. you will have your sins thrown right back in your face. That is why God's word says east & west. If you start somewhere, say the equator, and go east, you can go around the globe forever and you will still be going east. You never "meet" west. Or start going west forever and you will still be going west. You will never meet east. Your sins never meet, i.e. the one true God will never throw them back in your face. Therefore, if they are ever thrown back at you, then it has to come from another source - i.e. the adversary, Satan. Don't condemn yourself for what God has already forgiven you for. <br />
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Just get born-again of God's gift of holy spirit and 100% of your sins are permanently washed away. <br />
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Romans <br />
9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.<br />
10 For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.<br />
11 For the sc<x>ripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.<br />
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Then afterwards, if you screw up,(which we all do from time to time, since we're human), use these verses to get back in fellowship with God: <br />
I John 1<br />
6 If we say that we have fellowship with him, and walk in darkness, we lie, and do not the truth:<br />
7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.<br />
8 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.<br />
9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.<br />
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No big deal. No formal religious junk. Just you and God. <br />
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Now let's deal with getting some more answers. <br />
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James 1<br />
5 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.<br />
6 But let him ask in faith(from the Greek word pistis = believing), nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.<br />
7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.<br />
8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.<br />
Upbraideth means to find fault with or reproach severely; Don't be blown about with every wind of doctrine the world throws at you. <br />
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James 5<br />
15 And the prayer of faith(believing) shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him.<br />
16 Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.<br />
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Philippians 4<br />
6 Be careful(king james old english which means anxious) for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.<br />
7 And the peace of God, which passeth(surpasses) all understanding, shall keep(guard) your hearts and minds through(in) Christ Jesus.<br />
8 Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.<br />
9 Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.<br />
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We have the God of peace with us AND the peace of God in our hearts - a double victory!<br />
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13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.<br />
19 But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.<br />
20 Now unto God and our Father be glory for ever and ever. Amen.<br />
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Think your life is too crappy to deal with, then how about a gloriously awesome hope to look forward to?<br />
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I Thessalonians 4<br />
13 But I would not have you to be ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope.<br />
14 For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus(the christians who have died) will God bring with him.<br />
15 For this we say unto you by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto the coming of the Lord shall not prevent(king james old english for precede) them which are asleep.<br />
16 For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first:<br />
17 Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.<br />
18 Wherefore comfort one another with these words.<br />
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No matter what happens to us, we can still be victorious. <br />
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Romans 8<br />
25 But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it.<br />
26 Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities(infirmity in the old Greek texts. In context, our infirmity is not always knowing what to pray for): for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.<br />
27 And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.<br />
28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.<br />
29 For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.<br />
30 Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.<br />
31 What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?<br />
32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?<br />
33 Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.<br />
34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.<br />
35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?<br />
36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.<br />
37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.<br />
38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,<br />
39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.<br />
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In verses 26 & 27, it's talking about manifesting the power of God in your life by way of speaking in tongues. That's perfect prayer and spiritual intercession. It's absolute proof that you are born-again of God's spirit and going to heaven when Jesus Christ comes back. When you get born-again, you get Christ in you, the hope of glory. Its that Christ in you that makes the perfect spiritual intercession for you. The bible lists 18 different benefits of speaking in tongues which is only one of the nine manifestions(operations) of the gift of holy spirit. That gives you some power in your life. Act on God's word & believe it and let God work in you to bring victory. <br />
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Your life is up to you. We don't always have 100% control over what happens to us because Satan is the God of this world, but we can still determine the outcome of our situations by thinking and believing God's promises. I've had some bad stuff happen to me too (haven't we all been raked over the coals by the adversary a time or two?), but God is giving me the answers and deliverance. <br />
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II Peter 1<br />
2 Grace and peace be multiplied unto you through the knowledge of God, and of Jesus our Lord,<br />
3 According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:<br />
4 Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust.<br />
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Don't let your bitterness get the best of you - it will devour you from the inside out. God can wash it all away if you trust in him and think the word of God instead of how bad life may seem to be. <br />
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Hebrews 12<br />
14 Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:<br />
15 Looking diligently lest any man fail of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and thereby many be defiled;<br />
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Deliverance, joy, peace and power are there if you want it. By leveraging God's power in your life, you can make it happen. <br />
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Mark 10<br />
27 And Jesus looking upon them saith, With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible.<br />
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Amen

There is an old Jewish saying: It is forbidden to speak of theology or religion to a suffering person. People who hate are suffering - hate themselves, hate god, hate whatever - they deserve to be able to speak about it and share their pain without someone quoting the bible to them. These words have no power over their pain unless they believe - and these words can not make them believe - only god can do that - if he hasn't - this is for a purpose and the best you can do is hear them out and support them and leave the religion out of it. Your first statement was good - without the "but God" after it. Not everyone has a positive response from god - he has favorites and he hates too. God loved Jacob and hated Esau. God loved Abel and hated Cain. God loved Tamar and was royally pissed off at Judah and his 9 other brothers.. God loved Joseph and Benjamin more than the sons of Leah.
Joy and peace are not there for Esau and Ishmael and are obviously not there for some people - furthermore - no person can leverage the power of god but god. It is a sword that only he can use. You can want it all you want but if god doesn't want to give it, you're not getting any. Offering up to suffering people in pain water they can not drink is not right - just listen and support. You do you and let god do god.

very very good point.. thank you for stating it

I am sorry that coward god did this to you....you didn't deserve this. Sometimes when I'm alone I just scream as hard as I can for him to finish me off....it was obvious im a mistake and don't deserve to live. I can't say I know what it is like to be in the situation you are in, but i can say I'm with you in hating god with my heart and soul.

I agree with you. god is nothing more than dog spelled backwards. i HATE dog with all of my heart,soul, strength, and mind. I was born 1/2 deaf and was put on trial, and sentenced to 4 1/4 years in prison for a crime I did NOT commit, because I was accused of making alleged incriminating statments. As a hearing impaired person (NOT DEAF), I often times have to repeat what was said to make sure that I heard it right. That is how this began. I have been appealing this convivtion, but yesterday, it all came to a craching end. I have the original videos from the trial, which I can prove was one of the most illegal trial in michi9gan, but the **** ******* evil always win. so you are right. dog is a worth evil rotten lying good for nothing piece of ****. I will be happy to waist time you and we can both think of great ways to hate dog togather. the best vengence is dog hate. I was a believer for most of my life. I used to be so stupid that I actually thought that the above mentioned case was actually a mission from dog. stupidest thing that I have ever done. i could have taken the "guilty plea" to the above mentioned victomless crime and not do ANY prison time. but I kept saying that dog does not make junk, and you are not going to get away with it, but they got away with it. thats because i was stupid enough to trust dog. dont ever do that. you are only going to have one problem, i will be competing to out do you in your above mentioned endeaver. <br />
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let me give you a few pointers if i may. first off write down that thing that they call "the lords prayer" in reverse. Example: nema reverof yorlg dna rewop modgnik eht si srouy rof live morf su reviled noitatpmet otni ton su dael ...... Then learn how to say it backwards after you have written all of it out. Another good point, dont use any capital letters when mentioning dog or the hole-ly bullshit. dog does not deserve the respect of capital letters. next spell god backwards - dog (do you follow?) Now i dont want to mention too much about your disposition, but you might be able to help me out on my vengence toward dog. here is what I want to do.<br />
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I am seeking as many women as I can find, who firmly believe in the sacred right of abortion. I am willing to pay 100% of the cost of any women seeking an abortion. there is one catch: I must be the one who cause the pregnency. I see it like this: The greatest gift to the devil, is human sacrifice. The more innocent, the better. there will NEVER be a courtship, marrige, wife, children, or grand children for me EVER either, not in this life or the next. I am a TRUE dog HATER. There is NOTHING that I would enjoy more than to LEGALLY kill (by way of abortion) my own unborn children as a sacrifice to the devil. totally helpless. I LOVE IT! please have any women who strongly believe in the hole-ly sacrament of abortion, to contact me at ArnieJD@hotmail.com. Again I will not pay for an abortion that I had NO PART in the pregnancy, but I am looking ssssoooo forward to killing my first born as a sacrifice to the devil. PRAISE HONOR POWER and GLORY to the devil. dog is more EVIL than the DEVIL is. ILL prove it to you. when the devil lies to you, you expect that, concider the source, but when dog lies to you after you have been programmed into believing that dog can be trusted, THAT my friend IS FAR MORE EVIL than any stunt that the devil could pull. I have no interest in the devil, my only interest in vengence toward dog. thank you, we will chat again.

Wanting to kill is natural in your case - you've been through hell and are innocent. This would make anyone angry enough to kill.
But there is a flaw in your plan.
Women do not seek abortions. Women who need abortions do not seek pregnancy- No woman on earth would get pregnant just to kill her own child to satisfy your bloodlust- you do not understand women at all if this is what you want for your vengeance on dog.

Sacrificing your own life to the devil would be the logical and courageous choice here. Your life and your mind and heart and soul are worth more than some zygote or embryo - some cluster of cells.

The devil doesn't really respond to half measures or low sacrifices- if you want to really take a step in the vengeance department, kill yourself. That ought to do it.

Good luck - you deserve all the vengeance you can manage, if you can get it done.

My heart cries for you. If there were a 'loving' god, he'd never allow such misery. I wish I had the power to change your agony. All I can send you is my deepest sympathy in the hope that it will give you at least a glimpse of love.