I seriously dont know why I have to care. I wish I could just flilp a switch and say **** you feelings. I wish I could be as cold as his piercing glare. Being sensitive has always been a weakness of mine. I often wonder if being cold-hearted is something that can be learned or if its something your born with. I want to be numb. I dont want to care... I dont want to care. Id rather be alone by myself then be alone right next to someone. Being lonely is better then being heartbroken.