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I Hate Having Feelings

Is There An Off Button For This Stupid Thing?

By: WitheringRose88
Written on July 20th, 2012
I seriously dont know why I have to care. I wish I could just flilp a switch and say **** you feelings. I wish I could be as cold as his piercing glare. Being sensitive has always been a weakness of mine. I often wonder if being cold-hearted is something that can be learned or if its something your born with. I want to be numb. I dont want to care... I dont want to care. Id rather be alone by myself then be alone right next to someone. Being lonely is better then being heartbroken.
By: WitheringRose88
Age: 22-25 , Female
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    quietandcalm

    I start to care too much! Im not a wuss but Im sensitive also.

    Sep 28, 2012
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      Well I wish I could be insensitive.

      Sep 28, 2012
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      The only time I can be insensitive is at work. Or when dealing with my x wife.

      Sep 28, 2012
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      Wish I could be insensitive when it comes to my ex but Nooooo...stupid feelings get in the way...lol

      Sep 29, 2012
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      quietandcalm

      I just cannot be nice to her. Maybe because she doesn't work. Or pay child support!

      Sep 29, 2012
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      WitheringRose88

      No Bueno! That's lame. My kids always come first.

      Sep 29, 2012
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      quietandcalm

      Exactly! I always put my girl first! Thats what real parents do!

      Sep 29, 2012
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      WitheringRose88

      Yep. My kids are my world... Id give them everything if I could lol.

      Sep 29, 2012
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      quietandcalm

      My girl is the sunshine in my life. The reason i try to work hard.

      Sep 29, 2012
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      WitheringRose88

      That's good. That's how it should be. How old is she?

      Sep 29, 2012
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      quietandcalm

      She's five. Great kid. Smart. Too smart.

      Sep 29, 2012
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      Awe cute age. So full of curiosity and imagination.

      Sep 29, 2012
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      quietandcalm

      Oh yea! She has a blast with a big empty box. And loves computers!

      Sep 29, 2012
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      The Mine too. I'm right in the middle of moving so I have a ton of boxes. I finally caved in and let one be used as a fort lol

      Sep 29, 2012
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      quietandcalm

      Got a new washer/dryer. Two big boxes. Fun fun. Wish i could be five again

      Sep 29, 2012
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      Me too! It sure beats being old with responsibilities lol

      Sep 29, 2012
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      quietandcalm

      Yep. Lol.

      Sep 29, 2012
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