Why do I alway get the dumb class for stupid people **** class? I hate myself.
wassup305 wassup305
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 22, 2014

I couldn't help but read the title of most of your experiences, and I have to say that I am sorry you are going through such a rough time. I know what being bullied feels like, I know what feeling like the ugliest most useless most stupid person ever feels like. Please do not give up! Now that I am 24, I look back at it and say "damn, it really sucked" but I also look at the people who used to bully me and I realize, they did not go very far in life, I did, I still am. I look at myself in the mirror and i may not completely love me just yet, but I no longer see a hideous and disgusting person. I now see someone who is pretty, just like you, you just have to give time some time. I just graduated from university. A lot of my professors have a learning disability but you can barely tell because over time, they have learned how to compensate for that. There is a solution for everything and that solution is not murder, or suicide or hurting others no matter how much they hurt you. Those same people who bullied me are asking me out now. Please do not give up just think that you are the master of your own life and it will get better. Talk to someone about it.

Thank you for your kind words and advice