Hang In There

I feel so sad today
as if the world was going to brake
But I will hang in there
until my life dries up and I die.

I will push myself
Until the last ounce of strength is gone.
I will believe in my heart
Until the last thought of hope is out.

I feel so weak today
as if I was a leave during winter time
But I will hang in there
until the wind can knock me down

I will pray with faith
Until my God abandons all broken hearts
And then I'll cry in pain
Until my sorrows have been all washed out.

Yes... I hate him... and I love him. I don't want to hate him, but I'm just really frustrated. I just want all this to end. I don't want to be with him anymore, see his face, talk to him, nothing, nothing. I'm so tired of him, but I have to hang in there, and stay in this situation (although we are separated) until everything is over.

I can't take this any longer, I feel so weak and sad, so stressed out.

I really just want this to be over. I just pray to God to have pity on me, and help me. God please, Jesus please, help me. God please don't leave me alone. Help me, I can't take this any longer, I'm devastated. It's been almost a whole year in this situation. I can't take it anymore. I need a break.
LaCoBra LaCoBra
26-30, F
Nov 28, 2012