This Is What I Want To Say...

Badahahaha...damn it, i miss you so much, cant stop thinking about you, smile, laugh, hair, eyes, lips, body...and im going crazy over it all, how do you come into someones life and then just decide that you want to leave because you havent been thinking straight,,,,really, after all the things we`ve gone through, places we`ve been, people we`ve met....i dont get it, im screaming my lungs off, doing **** i`d never ever do before, drinking each day, smoking, messing with other people, all because i know, i know I love you!, but whyyyyyy couldnt u just say it back to me, why gain a conscience when i`ve been trying to destroy mine the entire time...if love is cruel, and fate messes with people, then why does God not intervene and save me from the things i`m doing...why can i not be happy...
1986Scott 1986Scott
22-25, M
Nov 26, 2012