I look at myself in those big windows on stores and gag. My reflection just looks so displeasing. It's no wonder no guy wants to date me. I'm sick of looking this way! My handicapp just adds to my horrible ugly looking body. It's getting to the point that I don't even want to go out anymore. People stare and stare and stare some more at me all the time. Some even point and laugh. I've got to do whatever it takes to look better soon or I don't know what I'll do to myself!!