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help me i need somewhones help,since i was little,i had to pass trauma past trauma,nowhone has ever really cared about me,every time i try to talk to somewhone about my problems they just ignore me or laugh and say that im ridiculous.i dont have normal feelings,i wish to be happy but all i feel is hatred,lonelyness,depression,i dont trust people,sometimes people pretend to be nice but deep down inside there just evil,I HATE HUMANITY!i live in constant fear of people,i cant stop thinking that people are just going to hurt me in some way.its a true fact,people dont really care much about others,when you tell your problems to somewhone they just compare there problems with yours and think that there problems are more difficult than yours.ive lost hope in humanity.
IsmaelAlejandro IsmaelAlejandro
18-21, M
1 Response Dec 7, 2012

I have always lived in fear of people and I'm almost 60. Sometimes I wonder how I've made it this far. Does anyone really care? I don't have that answer.