I Hate It When My Ep Friends Vanish
Today marked the final good by. Like many of us we end up on EP looking for something. We find kindred souls. And bonds form that are strong and powerful. I had one of those. But it ended up going much further. I will be honest and say that i did come to love this person.
But things change. Over time you get to see someone for all of who they are. And for better or worse you decide to stay of go. We decided to go. Our relationship over, we were moving on in our own ways.
He left EP. Suddenly without warning. To log on and not find him there was a pain i did not expect. Truthfully i will always love him. The parts of him that held me safe a warm. The man who saw a beauty in me i had forgotten was there. The man who helped me see it for myself, and believe it. To not have him here, knowing he would still read the things i wrote, is a sadness i can not explain. We are not meant to be together. But for a time we shared something beautiful. I guess his leaving truly was his final goodby.
But things change. Over time you get to see someone for all of who they are. And for better or worse you decide to stay of go. We decided to go. Our relationship over, we were moving on in our own ways.
He left EP. Suddenly without warning. To log on and not find him there was a pain i did not expect. Truthfully i will always love him. The parts of him that held me safe a warm. The man who saw a beauty in me i had forgotten was there. The man who helped me see it for myself, and believe it. To not have him here, knowing he would still read the things i wrote, is a sadness i can not explain. We are not meant to be together. But for a time we shared something beautiful. I guess his leaving truly was his final goodby.
By:
myheartswords
Age:
41-45
