Into The Soul

I think i hate when people stare so much because i have a lot to hide. Which... it's nothing TOO bad, but when you consider the fact that i grew up in a really christian household and was always looked down upon for a lot of things i did... it's hard not to have that hardwired into your brain that staring = bad when you're used to a stern gaze and "tell me the truth".

It's actually a bit scary and messed up how much i hate being stared at and why. Even when i had a boyfriend, he'd stare into my eyes and i saw the love there - but immediately had to look away because it started to weird me out. I just... there's something creepy, to me, about staring into people's eyes...