WHY??

This is the one feeling i have been having recently ... over and over again because of a girl i love and how her and my other best friend are so close and in love..i love her so it makes me jealous when i know they are together.....the thing is i realised that i was bi because of her and i fell in love with her but she doesnt want me..it makes me so angry because i can't stop myself being jealous like i can stop myself being sad or angry.....so i hate feeling jealous it drives me crazy and is the main emotion that causes me pain thats why i hate jealousy!!!!!!!

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lifenotknife lifenotknife
26-30, F
1 Response Aug 15, 2007

If only we could turn off the jealousy button...too often it makes me say things better left unsaid.