Kids Make Me Feel Creepy InsideMy hatred for kids has been around for awhile and It's not going away anytime soon. Alot of people can say I'm too young (21) to make that decision and it bothers the hell out of me. I may still be reckless and wild, but atleast I'm responsible enough to admit so. I feel not liking kids is a blessing that defers me from being stuck with a happiness-sucking, filthy,selfish parasite at an early age. So too all the people who tell me its just a phase, who cares, I'm glad I'm going through it. I know and follow what I feel. I have no maternal instinct and never will. All I can do is follow the instinct to want to care for myself and happiness as well as the people I CHOOSE to include in my life.
People are so quick to assume I'll get over this when they consider my age. This lack of desire for a nasty little, booger wiping moron has always been with me even when I was one. The hatred has only recently developed since around the age of 18. When i was a child it was more being interested in Barbies, playing doctor, and other adult activities, versus baby dolls and other little girls. When I told my mother in my teens I didn't want kids, she always thought it was interesting that I never liked baby dolls or "playing mom". That lack of interest turned to just not wanting kids, then the more exposure I got from crying kids and unhappy parents at shopping malls just turned it into pure hate.
The hate is not just towards kids. It the stupidity they bring whenever their around. I hate the concept that "kids are precious", "children are the future", "no child left behind". Sure they are humans and deserve to be taken care of but thats it. What ever happened to equality? Everybody wants to be equal, so why do they get all the special treatment. All these useless toys, special foods, clothes catered to what THEY want. That's inequality if you ask me, favortism, and a handicap. If children are the future were just asking for them to be useless, attention-seeking dumb***es.
It also bothers me the family ideal from 200 years ago is still in effect. Who really wants to go to college, then get married, then have kids because mother-in-law wants it? We all have choices and choosing to make lives because of other people is f****ing retarded. I feel so bad when I'm in public and I see a 30ish married couple that you can tell was happy at one time, but they have a premature wrinkles and eyebags and no coincidence a red-faced, snotty-nosed, crying four year old. You can almost read in their eyes the look of despair and regret. I know that sounds bad to say people regret their kids but I bet they do, and I'm not the bad person, they are for procreating because of peer pressure and lack of backbone. Not my fault you gave in and you hate your life. So don't you dare say anything if I tell you to shut your kid up next time I shell out half my paycheck for a nice meal that I bought.
MamaSquirrel 18-21, F 12 Responses 14 Sep 24, 2011