I Hate Kids To The FullestThank god that I am NOT alone in this ******* world on NOT having or wanting kids. I'm 33 year old and I feel fine. I can do whatever the hell I want and NOT care about having a screaming, drooling, hair pulling Mini me on my lap while riding the train. I used to live in Brooklyn and hated taking the A and C trains at night because there were young mom's (some way younger than I am) screaming and beating thier kids on the train, yelling at thier little nyhmps as if they were 28 instead of 5, just because life stresses them out. HEY, just because some getto ho ( and getto ho to me can be ANYBODY of any race and class.) got knocked up and have to deal with a little bastard of her own doesn't mean that my train ride shouldn't be disturbed.
I have my cousins bothering me about when I am going to have a little brat. I tell them "When I'm ready I'll have one, until then "LEAVE ME ALONE." Don't get me wrong I don't want to have a kid now - maybe when I'm 38. I'm enjoying my life taking pictures, traveling on a whim, and having money to my damn self and spending it on anything I want. I prefer to do the things that I want to do now instead of becoming a robot like everyone else and dismiss a dream or a want simply because I shelled out a little snot nosed brat. I DON'T LIKE KIDS. Hell, I can't even stand my own neices and nephews. I rather live in a shelter then be around my older brother's bother some offsprings.
When I'm ready to have a kid (one will do for me. One and one only.) I'll have one but not right now. Not when I have my choices and a life ahead of me. Besides, I work in a **** job that pays very little, share a room with someone I can't really stand, and the welfare here in New York for single women is practically ****. When I need help I am given very little. Half the 20 - 30 something chicks out here in the poorer neighborhoods are living a better life than me simply because they have a couple of rug rats on thier arms. NOT FAIR.
Therefore I am saving up money and looking for jobs outside this ******* city. Some where where I can have the stability that I'm looking/wanting for. Sure the grass is never greener on the other side, but in my case, I'm looking for a patch. I could NEVER think like this if I had a kid on my arm. There are alot of women that stay in situations because of thier dilemma of baby daddys, 10 cent jobs and the conformity of living off of welfare and being pampered off the governement. NOT FAIR.
Let me repeat myself - I HATE KIDS. However just because I don't think like the rest of the sheep in The City doesn't mean I should be punished or looked down on. This is MY LIFE. The rest of the world and judgemental ****** can kiss my ***.