How can I kill myself and not leave my family devestated? I wish there was a way. Maybe if I claim I'm a serial killer. But they won't believe that. All I want is to die. That's my only goal in life. Death. Any ideas of how I can go about this? I want to have my cake and eat it to. I'm a selfish person. Just like everyone else on this earth.
Rosaalie Rosaalie
22-25, F
2 Responses Mar 2, 2015

oh lil rosie...come here. I got your hugs. Thing's will work out and you just Want to be selfish, but it hurts you more to think of the hurt you Will cause in others.
That's selflessness.
im so sorry you hurt. :(
but you're pretty cool to me :)

Look, as a person who has lost both an aunt and a friend to suicide, let me tell you this, no matter how horrible of a person you try to convince them that you are they are your family and they are always going to love you regardless. In my honest opinion you need to tell your family how you're feeling so they can give you the proper help that you need. Suicide is never the answer. I have a debilitating disease and couldn't get out of bed for almost 2 years and I just want to live. I know that I don't know your personal struggles and I don't mean to criticize you I'm just giving you my opinion. Not that it matters, but maybe check out this song, it helps me when I am feeling down in the dumps. Like the song says "What's your rush, everyone will have their day to die"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ROOXWxAmE0