Its Caused Me More Pain Than Hate
.... love has caused me more pain that i can say. i loved and sure it felt great for a while but now.... the low is beyond imagination. its made me depressed, suicidal, filled with pain and rage, and nearly killed me.i hate all those stupid romance movies "oh i love him even if he's not perfect" " oh i love her even if she doesn't have a single thought in her head" what a load of bullshit. love is a stupid thing hollywood made up to make money. all the love i have seen in my life ends, and hate is created. hell i was raised in an environment of hate with two people who didn't have an ounce of love in them. yet i fooled myself into thinking it could work out, i allowed myself to let someone in my heart and its ruined me.................... never again i tell ya. i just don't know if i can do it again.