Its Caused Me More Pain Than Hate

.... love has caused me more pain that i can say. i loved and sure it felt great for a while but now.... the low is beyond imagination. its made me depressed, suicidal, filled with pain and rage, and nearly killed me.i hate all those stupid romance movies "oh i love him even if he's not perfect" " oh i love her even if she doesn't have a single thought in her head" what a load of bullshit. love is a stupid thing hollywood made up to make money. all the love i have seen in my life ends, and hate is created. hell i was raised in an environment of hate with two people who didn't have an ounce of love in them. yet i fooled myself into thinking it could work out, i allowed myself to let someone in my heart and its ruined me.................... never again i tell ya. i just don't know if i can do it again.
CaptainJackass CaptainJackass
22-25, M
1 Response Aug 11, 2011

You have to understand that it is not always going to work out. You do sound like quite the romantic but you have to understand not everyone is as honest as you are and not many people are even looking for real love in the first place. I would say take a break and go slower but dont give up man.