Hate Is a Word I Must Use
Hate is a word I must use Love it latterly all around from in music to artworks and even architecture but I hate it. I’m sick of the feeling it makes me feel. I never have been loved back the way I give it out. I just want to know why? What’s the point? Really deep down behind everyone’s cotton coated crap love is just for sex, we have been led to believe that love is more than that it’s an emotion that cant be described. But all it leads to is sex I haven’t met a couple yet that haven’t had sex without saying love. See love + 2people = sex that’s all it is, well okay there are the rear few people that do love that know what it is to love but I’m sure they are all in this group because their big overflowing love hearts have been broken witch makes people hate love. Some are lucky and have found someone to love them back the way they love them. I have been used many, many times and in all cases I come out hating love. it just grows with every a**hole I fall for. soon I’m going to be so lost in this hate I’m not going to know how to love again I will just be consumed with it. I have had experiences where I am someone with a weakness, someone that can have their heart broken. All because “I wanted to know what it felt like” yes its true someone wanted to break my heart because it happened to them. They wanted to know how it felt to crush someone. Let me tell you it was I think the worst I mean ******* worst feeling that has ever, EVER happened to me. It made me so sick to the stomach that someone could do that to another person. Then I’m suppose to “get the **** over it”? Wtf! seriously you need to look at what you have done. Then maybe just maybe you would understand what it feels like. Then I fall for people that don’t want me back. There is nothing wrong with this seriously its okay. You sometimes feel like an a**hole because you don’t feel the same but its something that you can’t help. I now understand this. But if you lead them on because you can then it becomes a bad thing. So make sure to spear someone else’s heart make it clear at the beginning not after they have fallen. Sometimes you cant help it I know but you have to stop it.
so yer hate is a strong word but its a word i must use... because well like the rest of us i hate love