No Need For Love

I don't feel (and never really felt) any need to be loved. When people have no feelings for me one way or another, it's comforting - actually, they could completely hate me, and I still wouldn't care. But if you were to tell me that no one on Earth loved me, it wouldn't bother me at all. Actually, it really bothers me when someone does occasionally tell me they love me. It's like an obligation that I don't know how to handle. And there's no way to return this unopened, unwanted gift.

Has anyone else ever felt this way? I'll tell you, I've scoured all over EP, but haven't found anything like this.
kiuz645 kiuz645
31-35, M
1 Response Jul 9, 2010

I suppose in a way you are lucky because you dont get hurt that easily. I dont feel the way you do but I once met somebody who did. Or rather does. He is an amazing person but I find it very diffucult to understand him.