Girl U Suck ...

I am my own worst enemy

I hate me

I hate that I allowed you in

I hate that you ****** everything up - and blame me

I hate how much it hurts to hate you .. and I can't stop

You ripped my heart out - and I don't have a best friend anymore

I am so lonely everyday - 

I didn't kill this family -- YOU DID 

and I will always be to blame - 

And I hate me - because I am not strong enough

to tell you NO you are worng

MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72
36-40, F
3 Responses Feb 22, 2009

daft isn't it - high as a kite one second - depths of hell the <br />

Ah - I feel much better .. this was a story when I was going through a LOT of **** ... :)

Very intense! I hope you are able to forgive yourself. You're worth it. You deserve better.