I'm 15. Momma left me for drugs. Dad is dead. I have 8 brothers n sisters I've never met. Been abused and beaten. And sexually abused more than I can count. Got raped last year got pregnant I loved him. He didn't love me. Killed my unborn baby. Was a little girl my little angel. Mixed baby. Saw him again 2months ago. Raped me again. I was 2months pregnant. My unborn baby died again. 2miscarriges in 1year. They say its my fault. I have a boyfriend I've been with for 8 months now been through a lot with him. He understands. Bought me a ring. Seems like he my only friend in the world. Well actually he is. Everyone hates me but him. Been bullied my whole life. Don't know why. That's some of my life much more has happened. And I need some help before it to late.
hatemylife1234 hatemylife1234
18-21, F
3 Responses Aug 22, 2014

Dear hatemylife 1234
You have had way more than you can bear to live through , I am impressed that you are still alive and
Looking for help which you desperately need, several people here are offering help and I am also, please
reach out to someone and get the help that you need!
Kinds of things turn into patterns that we repeat our whole life if we do not understand how to change them!
Please talk to someone and let them help you!

Oh my gosh, that's a lot of bull ****. But what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. If you ever need someone to talk to, or just want to talk to someone message me anytime!

Wow hope you can find the peace to be happy