I don't know if it's that i actually hate Mothers day. It just hurts.
I had my son for 3 weeks and I tried to be the best mommy I could. He was in NICU the whole time because he was born very premature and it hurts so much that I was never able to hold him and comfort him when he was alive.
I try real hard not to be bitter, and maybe my mother in law is right and I should just get over it. But, holidays are hell. I always wonder what he'd be like. If I would have been a good mom.