Disordered Personality

I m a 40yrs old lady with three kids two boys and agirl i feel my self helpless and pathetic bcoz my husband was a drug addict before we got married we didn't know that ,but he swore to quit and assure me not to indulge in that **** again but got himself in alcohol most of the time lose consciousness
my boys hate him . Worst part of my story is that he makes us beg for money he spends lavishly on liquors ,I think ishould commit suicide.
Neelember701 Neelember701
36-40
May 14, 2012