I Just Don't Know Anymore…

My best friend and I haven't been best friends for that long (only two years) but she's probably one of my favorite people. At least, she was. I lived in Massachusetts, and she lived in California. She moved to Massachusetts in fourth grade. In fifth grade, I moved to California. Ironic, right? But we kept in touch over the phone and through email and I felt like I could tell her anything. But as I made some really good friends in California, I felt like we weren't so close anymore. I really like my other friends and I feel closer to them now because 1) they're closer distance-wise, 2) I get to see them all the time. Now, here comes the worst part. My friend visited California with her parents on a business trip because they still had clients over here. She didn't even tell me! She got in on Thursday and didn't tell me until Sunday afternoon! She said her parents wanted her to keep it "a surprise" but they're very nice and caring but also sort of controlling so a surprise is hard to believe. And, she visited her other friends first even though I'm supposedly her best friend. She said it was her parents' idea and they were really close and they only popped in for ten minutes. I'm so mad even though I know she has her reasons but I still can't believe it. I don't know if I want to be friends with her anymore. I don't know if I should forgive her and try to fix our friendship or if I should let her know that I don't feel as close and I'm sort of mad so we should go our separate ways. I told her already that I don't really feel as close, and she doesn't feel the same way. Is it my fault? I don't know what to do!
yellowdahlia yellowdahlia
13-15, F
May 13, 2012