My "best" Friend

we have known each other since we were 8. everybody used to hate her in elementary school, including me. unfortunately, i got into the same high school as her and we became "best" friends. she is ridiculously competitive and frequently backstabs me INFRONT OF my other friends(who will eventually tell me). today, she saw my straight A,(which i have been consistently getting for the last two years) and she looked at her result(a surprising A from her previous failures) and then mine, and said "hmm.i didn't score very well.i should have scored better" EVEN THOUGH SHE IS ALWAYS FAILING HER SUBJECT PREVIOUSLY. SHE SHOULD JUST BE GRATEFUL AND SHUT THE EFF UP!!! plus she's always whiny and hates it when things don't go her way. everytime i suggest watching a movie for a girls' night out, other girls would just agree while she'll be sulking at a corner and whine about how she really really doesn't want to watch. then she acts as if i always get my way BUT IRONICALLY SHE ALWAYS ENDS UP GETTING HER WAY. plus she's got a fuckload of temper that makes her so intimidating and i'm kind of scared of her. I'M SO PISSED AT MYSELF COS I DON'T DARE TO SEPARATE MYSELF FROM HER FOR FEAR OF HER SPREADING VICIOUS RUMORS ABOUT ME. i have been with her for so long and i've seen many sly things that she has done. she has absolutely no qualms on not attending her exams (bcos she didn't study) and spreads rumors of me not attending class just to study the finals when in actual fact, I DID CAME AND GOD KNOWS HOW QUIET SHE WAS WHEN I ENTERED THE ROOM. GOD DAMMIT. PLUS SHE'S ALWAYS JUDGING HOW STUPID PEOPLE ARE WHEN SHE CAN'T EVEN DO A FREAKING ALGEBRA SUM. THOUGH SHE INSISTS THAT SHE'S EFFECTIVELY BILINGUAL JUST THAT SHE CAN'T DO MATH. YEAH WHATEVER. SHE ALWAYS BACKSTABS OTHER POPULAR PEOPLE INFRONT OF ME AND SUCKS UP TO THEM WHENEVER THEY ARE AROUND. WHAT THE EFF!!!!

 THE WORST THING IS I HAVE TO TOLERATE HER FOR ANOTHER 8 MONTHS UGH I BETTER GET A SCHOLARSHIP AND FLEE THIS TOWN. I FREAKING NEVER WANNA SEE HER AGAIN. EVEN MY PARENTS HATE HER, HOW PATHETIC IS THIS?! MOST OF MY FRIENDS THINK SHE HAS AN ATTITUDE PROBLEM TOO AND THEY DON'T KNOW WHY I HAVE TO STICK WITH HER. I CAN'T BELIEVE I LET SUCH A SCREWED UP PIECE OF **** RUIN MY LIFE.F MY LIFE, SERIOUSLY.

PLUS SHE'S ALWAYS MAKING FAT JOKES ABOUT ME EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT EVEN OVERWEIGHT. IN FACT, SHE'S THE ONE GAINING WEIGHT OVER THE YEARS AND NO GUYS FANCY HER. PLUS SHE HAS HORRIBLE BAD BREATH AND OILY HAIR AND SHE ALWAYS TELLS ME I LOOK UGLY WHEN GUYS DO COMMENT THAT I'M PRETTY. EVEN IF I'M NOT PRETTY AS SHE SAYS, I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE'LL EVEN HURT ME LIKE THIS.