I Hate Myself.

My body, my looks, my personality...I hate all of it. I want to be good looking without the makeup and I want to be skinnier. Every time I look in the mirror, I judge everything. I don't want to have to stop and stare at myself every time I see my reflection. & I'm sick of taking everything out on everyone else. No one understands me. I wish and wish that things will change, but they don't. I'm almost 200 pounds, only 5'3" & close to 15. That is not okay. Anywhere I go, I'm judged. When I'm completely alone, I am judged. Why did I have to be like this? Why couldn't I be naturally beautiful? ughhh, I'M SICK OF EVERYTHING!
roro8795 roro8795
13-15, F
1 Response Jul 22, 2010

I think I understand where you're coming from. I say 'I think' because I really don't know what's going inside your head, but based on this miniscule paragraph about yourself, I can really relate to constantly feeling horrible and having a constant loathing towards yourself. It's a horrible feeling, isn't it? <br />
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And I know you won't believe me, but I think you're beautiful. No lie.