I'm disgusting. I have love handles, muscular legs, fat arms, huge boobs, a jiggly stomach and thunder thighs. Yes, I might be in the "healthy" weight range for my age/height, but really?! I don't look great at all. I'm a hideous monster and not even a dress can hide the lumps of fat on my body. There are pretty girls everywhere and I'm just... here. My parents tell me I need to lose my blubber, I feel so alone. And then my parents throw junk food at me...
...I just want to die. Can that happen please? Thanks.
savemeimlost savemeimlost
31-35, F
2 Responses Aug 16, 2012

its the same with me...im overweight 60 pounds for my height and age and im trying to loose it but its not working....sometimes i feel like ive had enough of having my own family tlling me to loose weight cause i look fat and ugly and big...and get a blade onmy wrist but i just cant do it...i feel like im alone and no one tries to understand me at all...

I know how you feel. It's so frustrating. Please don't feel like you're alone. I feel that way too, but I know I'm not. If you ever want to talk, let me know.

but the thing is i am. im a body filled with fat and blood.
and sorry to hear you feel like this as well. it sucks, doesn't it? if you need to talk to me ill be here as well :)