I Hate It. Period.

Hate my body. I see stretch marks every day. Can't cover that up while naked. EVER. I'm 5'6' and weigh 120lbs...ya great, eh? I don't worry about my weight, I don't have to. Doesn't mean I love my body. I HATE IT. I threw all my lingerie away a few months ago--just made me feel more disgusting than i already do on a daily basis. Picking out my "good" qualities doesn't make my butt look better.
I can't remember the last time I actually felt "sexy." I don't even know what that means. I never feel sexy. It doesn't matter what I wear, I feel the same no matter what. Blah. I'm just...there, here.
Yes, my husband tells me I'm sexy. It goes nowhere in my head. I dont understand what he means. It means nothing to me.
I don't enjoy sex because I'm constantly hating myself. Why have sex? What's the point?
I'm disugusting.
Sandiferm Sandiferm
41-45, F
2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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I believe your husband when he says you're sexy. In any case, you must love something about your body. What is your favorite feature?

I do not have one.

I choose not to look in the mirror for any good reason. I slap on my lotion at night and morning and that's it. I can't stand to even look in the mirror.