Mirror, Mirror

Mirror, mirror on the wall who is the ugliest of them all? Mirror, mirror don't lie to me. You had me fooled for a while there. I really was starting to think that I was beautiful. Well I'm sorry mirror but the real world is calling and they want to torn down. They say you're guilty of the greatest crime. They say I am a monster and you filled my mind with lies. So speak! Speak the truth now. Tell me I'm ugly. Show me my flaws now! I see them. The fat makes me nasty and gross. They told me so. I'm not worthy as long as I am this way. My face is a lie as well. It's beauty rests in tricks and angles. My body is broken and ruined. There is no hope for me mirror so tell me the truth. That horrible truth you true to save me from. They are right. I'm fat! I'm ugly! I'm nothing! Let me die now because I shouldn't subject the world to see me. I don't want to see me. Here hold still while I bash my fists against you. It's not you I wish to shatter. I want to destroy myself. Even if you're gone I and my hideousness remain. You're in my head mirror. I can still see my flaws. You will never go away as neither wil they. Can you hear them now with their pitchforks and flames? They has come for the beast that once thought she was beauty. What a stupid ******* thought this beast once had. I will never live in that delusion again. I swear it! I won't lie to myself anymore and neither will you mirror. Mirror, mirror in shatter pieces let me use your sharp edges to cut the pain away and end it all. Mirror are you there? Mirror!
JessRuthless JessRuthless
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 20, 2013

Wowzers!, chill out girl. You seem really nice :)

Thank you. I chilled.... Som what.