PERFECT. I Think Not

I hate my body. I know you should love your body and who you are but i absolutely HATE my body. Most people are striving to be skinny these days. But I promise its not all its cracked up to be. I'd give anything just to be a little more bigger. I'm 5'4, 95 lbs., and I'm 18 almost 19 years old. People ALWAYS say they wish they could be my size again but i think its gross. I think being as skinny as i am is nasty. I mean i can see most of my bones, my ribs stick out, my spine sticks out, my hips poke out, my knees are knobby, i have size A boobies, and my butt is bony. I feel disgusting all the time. I eat constantly hoping maybe ill pick up a few pounds, but i don't hold my breath anymore. I am almost 19 years old and I've never weighed 100 lbs in my entire life and I'm never went over 100 either. Sometimes i don't see what my boyfriend sees in me. Most of the time i hate wearing a 2 piece bathing suit. I know it probably looks OK on me, but i feel horrible in it.
I feel like i look like a clown in it. Like its going to fall off any moment. I just hate how i look. I want to be bigger. 

simplyXcinderella simplyXcinderella
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 2, 2009

Hell no you have a great body. Don't worry what other people say to you. Be yourself and love your body. Not everyone has a perfect body.

I really like your body :) does it matter ? lol