I am on a constant roller coaster. My boyfriend, (who has made it perfectly clear will never marry me or have children) is pushing me closer and closer to the edge of a cliff. This 29 year old boy who graduated college, is a commercial pilot, has a great job (noy flying though cause thats now not of interest) and has had every single opportunity in the world chooses to smoke weed and play video games with his best friend who spends about 7 hours a day at our house 7 days a week. I stayed by his side while he was in flight school 460 miles away for 6 months. At that time I had a beautiful little apartment.when he came home I left to move in with him into his fathers home cause he mortgaged his house to pay for school. I pay half the mortgage and take care of my own. On top of it, I do all the laundry, all of the cooking (that is constantly never quite good enough) all the cleaning, shopping decorating you name it. His father, constantly barks orders at me and insults me. I came from pretty much nothing... My boyfriend has had everything expensive cars, clothes, money, education, etc. he constantly talks down to me like I'm slow and he knows better. All the while he's smoking and playing video games and throwing away probably $150,000 worth of an education. I'm at my wits end. I'm about to loose control and just freak out on him.