He Just Can't Grow Up.

In recent days, I thought things were finally starting to look up for us.  He has been working, calling me daily, and laying off the weed... Even thinking of career goals.  That made me happy.  Well, today, I was on the phone with him and checked my Facebook profile.  Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the little blue words under, "In a relationship" were gone.  So I checked his page, where he has removed our relationship thing.  I know that sounds ridiculous, but it was his reasoning behind it that hurts me so much.  He either did it because he is ashamed for any of his friends/family to know about me, OR because he is scared of being with me.  I didn't ask him, because I was afraid of what his answer would be, I just ended the phone call. 

He is not ready for what I want.  I will no longer wait around for him to decide he actually wants to be with me, and isn't ashamed to be.

BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
18-21, F
Mar 15, 2010