Growing up i was always very close with my cousin. then her dad got kicked out of California and moved to England. i was sad. so sad. but, while she was away, evreryone missed her. they started asking her to send picture of her to them. when i went to visit my grandma and grandpa, they always brought out the pistures. my grandpa would always say 'thats my beautiful grandghter, look how gorgeous she is', while i was sitting right their. they alays compliment how good she is in soccer and cheerleading. im not really into sports, so i always feel like im dissapointing them. they just absolutly adore her and it makes me feel unwanted, unappreciated, ugly, by them. they aways ask why i hate her and they say im jelous. it may sound like it but im really not. i just hate how i never get the attention she gets. it makes me feel like shes so perfect and i cant match up to her. i feel so ugly and over weight when im around her and everyone compliments how good she looks while they say to me....................NOTHING! even when shes not here i still never get complimented about. its always her!!! i am so sick of her i really am. when im old enough to move out, im out of here and i will come to see my other family now and then but i dont want anything to do with HER. dominique, you stolen my families love and affection from me. you made them think your bettter than me. they believed you. i ******* hate you and wish we werent cousins. i have friends at school i am closer to then you. i call them my family and they call me theirs. i wish we were all one big family. at least if we were we would all get equal attention and not have to worry about you stealing it. Btw- did i mention shes here? like in california. shes staying at my grandmas and they of course want to go see her. get ready to feel rejected again because of her.