I dont even know where to begin, Mom died last December, no life ins, lost my job because I took so much time off to care for her, no family in town, forced to move into an overcrowded situation that I hate. House is a cluttered mess all the time. Inherited two cats that I really dont want but they were Moms so I dont have the heart to get rid of them. No place here to keep my belongings so im paying for 2 storage units with no hope of being able to use my own things in the near future. Job hunting not going so well, seems if your over 50 people are not as interested in hiring you. It all just seems so hopeless. I just keep telling myself that a year from now things will be better. Its the only thing that keeps me going.