well i feel hate for my dad everyday i cant even comprehend why he would do what he did to me. When i was little i used to watch my dad abuse my mom and try to kill her.. he is a drunk and a drug addict he just got out of jail. He messed me up for life. Me my mom and my two sisters ran away from him when i was little and he left us to rot on the streets. He used to abuse me too. He still tries to contact me and for some reason im always still pleasant to him on the phone but god only knows why. ill never ever forgive him. He is dead to me.
urinfluence urinfluence
18-21, F
4 Responses Apr 4, 2007

I'm so sorry! You're among friends here! I hope you have enough courage to tell him to **** OFF one day!

I am so sorry to hear that. My father has been really bad to me and the rest of my family, but I can't even imagine what it was for you to experience all that. All I can say is to keep strong and to stay away from him. You don't need that kind of person in your life. It is ok to feel hatred and wrath, we are only humans.

drugatic abuser **** him

What you described to me, is what i call a *living death*, my father is dead to me too!! Some people should not have the RIGHT to have children, sadly he meets the criteria of the NOT category!! Hugs