What I Think

I am deeply disgusted by your behavior. You kept me awake at night crying and made me feel worthless. You love being in control of everything and it's repulsive. You'll hurt your family and yourself just to have evrything in the palm of your hands. You hurt my mother, my brother and I emotionally, and you've ******** us of confidence normal people have. You've damages our thinking and made hypocritical rules. You refuse to take the blame for you actions and instead lash out on others. You treat everybody like crap just because you're an intimidating tall guy. People who think for themselves and express their opinions **** you off. You hate those who have different values and opinions than you. You have a twisted view of how to treat women. You think all women should be quiet, obedient and submissive, and if they're not, they're worthless.

You make my family and I sick, and I can't stand you in the house. You bring down everyone's mood, especially if you don't have your alcohol.

I'm done with you. You're not really a father to me. You're more like.. a friend of my mother's with anger issues overstaying his welcome in our house.
duClo duClo
18-21, T
5 Responses Sep 24, 2012

I'm sorry you've had to go through all that, it must have been horrible. I can relate to a lot of what you talked about, and I was wondering if we could connect over email and perhaps share some thoughts and experiences. I would really appreciate it, and I think venting about it could be good for both of us.

this is my dad too the ****** T!!!!! i ****** hate him he is sooo0fucking controlling and abusive he disgusts me.and i agree he is not a father of mine he just some random ******* living in this house. god i hate u dad!!! i really do

yea not only does my dad want my mom/sister/and me to be submissive and obedient, he wants us to do everything sweetly too. hate these kind of men.

I concur! I want to make them do all of that BS, and see how they feel. LOL

Wow, this is very similar to what I was going through.
Hope everything works out soon x

I wonder if that's how it would have turned out for me. Never met my father...

I'm sorry. :-( Maybe it would have, maybe it wouldn't have.. I can't say.