Mental Abuse And Threats

I freaking hate my dad he always yells at me and always threatens to hit me imma bout to punch him in da face D:< and im a girl he never is there for me and always says he is I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM! I HATE HIM!
Luvergirl123 Luvergirl123
13-15
3 Responses Nov 29, 2012

I'm sorry you've had to go through all that, it must have been horrible. I can relate to a lot of what you talked about, and I was wondering if we could connect over email and perhaps share some thoughts and experiences. I would really appreciate it, and I think venting about it could be good for both of us.

i now how you feel tht happens alot to me 2 the only thing tht keeps me going is knowing the bastard it going to hell

I feel you there, my dad always says "shut the **** up before I beat the **** out of you" or "quit the attitude before I beat it out"
as a child my dad used to actually mean it. hes a low life piece of ****. me makes me feel like ****. and never lets me speak for myself he just shuts me down.. tells me to shutup as soon as I talk. and the worst part is, even though im 18, I cant leave.. I have no job (trying to get one for the last few months..getting close) no car.. and im still in school so i wouldnt last long.. even if I stayed with someone. plus I threatend to leave and he told me I was too stupid and irresponsible. I cant ever please him.. I have all B's and 1 f and im trying REALLY hard to pass, but no matter how hard I try its always "you arent gonna go anywhere in life, you arent gonna amount to anything.. you arent going to be anything"
I hate him to the depth of my soul.