I Wish My Dad Wasnt Around Much

im 18 years old im not one to really hate on my parents but ik my mom is definally my favorite parent ik she loves my dad and deep down i do but honestly its neutral i could care less about him i only am concered with my mom ik he hates my bf yes he doesnt have a job anymore since he got fired or a lisence ik my dad means well but when he reminds me that my bf doesnt have one or says negative things about him it drives me crazy i really love this guy he makes me feel great about myself and im totally compatable he is going to school to be a plumer at the end of january but i guess thats not good enough for him . Everytime he walks in the house from work i get so uneasy of being judged by him he thinks he is soo perfect and must have the last word and is totally ignorant of my feelings and when i walk away from his repeating lectures about me or my bf he gets even more pissed well deal with it i dont want to hear it if you are making me feel bad i tell him why dont you tell your son those since ik he hates his gf as well he says cause ik he wont listen or ever want to talk to me im jealous my brother moved out of the house cause i dont have to deal with the tension like everything is a confrontation with him i hate being in the same room with him . Im afraid that im going to snap and do something i regret ik my dad dont see eye to eye he comes off snobey to most people as well and is soo ignorent of what other people are going through he is the main reason i have anxity attacks now .
kindhearted77 kindhearted77
18-21, F
2 Responses Dec 12, 2012

I'm sorry you've had to go through all that, it must have been horrible. I can relate to a lot of what you talked about, and I was wondering if we could connect over email and perhaps share some thoughts and experiences. I would really appreciate it, and I think venting about it could be good for both of us.

me too. haish. your dad's attitude sounds exactly like mine. i feel you. now he is also not working and im really annoyed by that fact because my siblings and i are still not done yet with our education. esp me going into university next year. ugh i hate my dad! damn f-ing bossy and etc etc. sickens me to even think or be in the same room as him.