Wish U Get Lost

My father he is so bad like an evil .no one can be as bad as him .My mother i love her so much she is so sweet, nice ,smiley but he is a jurk he beats her ,he abuse her ,and blame her that she is having affairs but about a year ago my mother discover that he is having an affair himself from five years .Now when he go and meet his affair he verbally abuse every person in the house including his own parents. i am in college he gave me fee like he is doing favour for me .once he said" there is no use for me if you study so why should i"i was scared at that time . my mother is a house wife so i am totally dependent on him .I am in middle of my college studies i want to leave but i know there will be no jobs for me .I have no idea what to do .sometime i wish he died i really do or go to his girlfriend because either way he makes my mother apart from himself and that will be much better the anything else.I really wish for happiness me and my mother deserves .Like a father he never was around when i need him never huge me ,he ever never talks to me He abuses me but can't beat me because i won't let him but when i was not around my mother and he was i fell so insecure that he may kill her .i totally have no financial support otherwise i will never see his face again in my life.I just hope time will heal ever scar i have due to him.
daughteruhate daughteruhate
22-25
3 Responses Dec 12, 2012

My whole life I have always wished my dad would get lost

thanks for reading my story and gabriamora i would love to talk to u too.

I'm sorry you've had to go through all that, it must have been horrible. I can relate to a lot of what you talked about, and I was wondering if we could connect over email and perhaps share some thoughts and experiences. I would really appreciate it, and I think venting about it could be good for both of us.