I Hate My 'dad'

i hate my dad, because he wasnt there for me when i was growing up, well he was physically but not mentally, he was always drunk, or under the influence of something. hes basically a ghost. my moms still with him, because she doesnt wanna go back to work.. and i hate living in the same house as him. its just so depressing. we dont talk at all. and if we do its fighting
LostInTexas LostInTexas
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 13, 2007

I feel for you. I am a yr shy of 30 and my son just turned six and it has been seven yrs since I spoke to my dad. For all of either of us cares he could die tomorrow and I wouldn't go to his funeral.My parents have been divorced for years now though. It is one of my biggest regrets in life,My dad's NON-relationship with me. What burns me the most though,is that he has never even seen my beautiful son nor sent him even a birthday card once. Total scum. reconcile with your Dad now though if you can, because let me tell you it is a pain of the heart you will carry with you for the rest of your life. Peace,J