I Hate My Dad... I Wish I Had a Different Lifei HATE him. i wish he'd just disappear and die. i wish he'd leave me alone. i wish i had a better dad. i wish i had a dad who would love me, care for me, accept me, initiate conversation and give me importance. i hate my dysfunctional family. i hate feeling alone. i hate feeling unattended for. i hate feeling unloved. i hate my dad. he was never there for me. he was never there from day 1. i hate him. i wish he were someone else. i don't get the love and support i need. i need a family.
my parents suck. they are the reason why i'm like this. they are the reason why i hate myself and my life. i hate them for not being there. i hate my dad who tried to dominate something that he doesn't even understand or know -- me. i just want to be happy. i just want to feel like im an important person. i just want to feel the warmth of an embrace. i just want to feel secure. i just want to feel accepted and loved. i never received this from my parents. they don't hate me. they want me to succeed but they never had the time to understand my feelings. they never cared for my happiness. they never cared to get to know me. they dont know me any more than a stranger walking down a street would know me.